Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Quality time with my mini Angelina Jolie
Since I was attacking the medical office I really lost my health and I feel awful. I found a trainer who I think help me I call her my mini Angelina Jolie.
I'm meeting with her today to talk about my goals and to figure out the schedule to get my body back and regain my strength.
She has an amazing body and is very positive minded. She has me lifting weights which I really missed but very carefully because she knows about my neck my knees and my Achilles tendons.
She is petite and a bodybuilder very feminine smart and sweet I trust her.
In New York City even to visit my knee doctor and neck doctor just to open the front door is so heavy I begun to notice the doors in New York City are so heavy u need to be strong just open them him so tired but I really want to see my mini Angelina Jolie and became my strength and health and I think she may be helpful.
The weightlifting with clients is a half-hour and that's all I want and her goal is self training but for now I really feel like I need someone with me I don't want to take a chance of hurting myself more than I heard already.
My right leg is weaker from two surgeries right before September 11, 2011 and I've had to series of synovis injections one just before Dr Andrew Fagelman's crazy violent lying receptionist attacked me and lied about her abuse and violence instead blaming me and dirty corrupt cops involved in fixing crime that made a hole in my retina and cervical damage as well as emotional to be violated at a doctors office repeatedly violated patient rights than my body and thence to be lied about and then to go to the police and be violated yet again it's just too much so I have to find ways to heal and one is working out.
I lost a lot of ground after the assault and I'm not near finding my way back but this woman really is inspiring me for now and I dubbed her my mini Angelina Jolie.
She showed me glittery high heels she was wearing for a future competition in weightlifting and I laughed and laughed and said Arnold Schwarzenegger didn't have to wear those when he competed.
I'm not shooting to get more muscular but I am trying to find my strength because he really needed New York City he really needs strength to grow old.