Monday, March 17, 2014
Dad Died Nov 2 Rushing to get to Mom get off at Dad Stop
I realized my mistake and ran with Achilles Tendonitis -- painful to Madison Sq Garden just stopping when the acid reflux post 9-11 would burn my upper chest and throat.
I made the train and called Mom. She is in a tizzy -- vortex of frustration and anger at her situation and she desperately wants to leave -- take a cruise or move to assisted living where she could actually get help rather than the place she is.
The train isn't moving. Worrisome.
I check yes train is not moving. There is a problem but we will be leaving soon.
We are moving.
I am 51. My period 5 day cycle should have ended yesterday.
I have gained so much weight from
Trauma of assault -- first rapid weight loss than weight gain -- Fibriod tumors grew guessing from stress and insomnia and today my breasts feel huge and tender and I feel like my period started again.
When I go to the bathroom will it look like a crime scene ? Will I see blood?
Getting bad menstraul cramps. Scary.
Getting md appt hellish. Than I wonder if a violent lying Delita Hooks behind medical receptionist desks.
My right arm hurts. My eye a mess. Waiting to see if I finally got a referral to see eye surgeon appt moved back to 2morrow.