Was very sad this am but major transformation and it happened in the West Village...very loving and prayers and mindful thoughts including for safety were sent out for tomorrow along with compassion Sept. 11.
Of course than I went to Apple and found out if spending close to 2 thousand dollars they weren't going to upgrade my operating system. I am really getting turned off by Apple and they can't make enough money hand over fist or seem to stop acting like a creepy corporation.
Anyway on to happy thoughts. Don't want to wash this shirt and I want to wear it tomorrow -- got in a thrift shop. Love it. Want to hold on to the overwhelmingly positive energy today.
My friend got me to take 2 liquid herbs to help my nervous system and they seem to be working.
I also ate vegan today -- pure vegan and bought books on going vegan as well as list of vegan places to eat.
I do want to be clear. I am not vegan and sometimes eat animal meat which I know is gross. If you are going to eat it you should hunt and prepare yourself. I am heading towards vegan. I go for days or weeks or do part vegan day and part not. I wish my pets would hunt their own food as well.
Tomorrow it the anniversary of the most horrific day of my life -- never experienced anything like it and part of me can't believe I am awake -- maybe this is all a bad dream and I will wake-up and Mike Bloomberg won't be mayor either.
On a light note Dr. Adams found me and I am kind of flattered but no knives for me. It would be amazing to make myself over and change my look so much no one would recognize me. Interesting thought huh?
Dr. Adams following me on twitter. I bet he and a few NY plastic surgeons could do wonders with me -- scary what they could do to beautify me. Thanks for following me but for now loving my wrinkles and my fat. Better than not. I like my wide nose and my big butt!
I wouldn't want breast implants or any surgery that is going to make me feel less sensations if you know what I mean and not allow my face to be expressive.
Getting old isn't for wimps.
http://www.adams-center.com
Dr Adams does amazing breast augmentations. Seehis website.
I like mine as is.
Getting old is really hard. Knee replacement won't allow me to run....sad -- miss running but happy day, also physical day -- love physicality.
Mind focuses on happiness.
xoxoxox
Suzannah
