Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Scale said Big Fattie Unvegan part of day feels really bad
My scale said big fattie this am.....nearly had a heart attack -- I must be in denial --
I did parts of the day vegan but 2 experiences non vegan left me feeling awful -- worst an Asian place -- all though I ordered vegetarian I doubt vegan or anything healthy and while waiting they killed something...folks eating by the killing looked like they were watching Jurassic Park -- it wasn't pretty -- some people got up and moved -- a couple got up and left.
It must be the weather but all I want is a cave with food and what ever keeps me warm and happy and nothing else.
Groan.
I have to get a grip on this eating problem -- I cannot go back to big fattie college days -- no way -- never again.
I also have a phone that farts instead of rings which I think is hilarious. I hate phone calls and I hate talking on the phone.
I am soooooo tired... Think of a new idea for my YouTube to get the message out there about NYC Gov mega corruption CityTime -- I promise the CityTime trial ain't over and and ECTP 911 Tech System as well as how many other tech contracts where they over bill.
I am going to the Halloween store to look for a new wig and YouTube outfit?
It is either do that or set myself on fire like those poor monks have done and still do from time to time.
ps I forget to mention I have PMS -- want to die and I can't believe I am 50 years old and I feel like I am a teenager....a very tired one. My boobs explosive my tummy huge unless you can make me smile I don't want anyone near me!
I did parts of the day vegan but 2 experiences non vegan left me feeling awful -- worst an Asian place -- all though I ordered vegetarian I doubt vegan or anything healthy and while waiting they killed something...folks eating by the killing looked like they were watching Jurassic Park -- it wasn't pretty -- some people got up and moved -- a couple got up and left.
It must be the weather but all I want is a cave with food and what ever keeps me warm and happy and nothing else.
Groan.
I have to get a grip on this eating problem -- I cannot go back to big fattie college days -- no way -- never again.
I also have a phone that farts instead of rings which I think is hilarious. I hate phone calls and I hate talking on the phone.
I am soooooo tired... Think of a new idea for my YouTube to get the message out there about NYC Gov mega corruption CityTime -- I promise the CityTime trial ain't over and and ECTP 911 Tech System as well as how many other tech contracts where they over bill.
I am going to the Halloween store to look for a new wig and YouTube outfit?
It is either do that or set myself on fire like those poor monks have done and still do from time to time.
ps I forget to mention I have PMS -- want to die and I can't believe I am 50 years old and I feel like I am a teenager....a very tired one. My boobs explosive my tummy huge unless you can make me smile I don't want anyone near me!