Wednesday, June 6, 2012
Freeaking OUT tired
There are not enough hours in the day. I am ssoooooooo tired exhausted and I know you all are tired of hearing me say I am too tired to go on vacation.
I may do something really stupid Friday...I have these broken veins on the side of my nose and I am going to get them lasered so if you see me walking around Soho and I nose has red marks I did this stupid thing.
As soon as I sneeze and I sneeze a lot I am sure I will have those red broken veins.
When I look at men I look to see if they have them and I also look at guys teeth...isn’t that funny? I notice a lot of people have broken blood vessels in NYC. Very stressful place. I am surprised to see people my age with beautiful skin and no broken blood vessels.
I went to the dermatologist there and told her no expensive crap women do to their faces please -- no botox or what ever but I am about to be 50 so she convinced me to go on Retin A the less expensive generic brand and some extremely expensive cream for the new acne I am experiencing for the first time EVER along with roscesia -- too tired to look up correct spelling -- even caring is stupid -- who looks at you that closely and the people that love me don’t seem to care so why oh why am I doing this.
I have so much crap to do -- over whelming. I never look at facebook and I get freaked when people tell me oh they comment on this and that -- I am like what? I don’t even remember posting that article...scary?
Just looked to night because some one asked me to friend them. I hate facebook and twitter and in general I do have fantasies about throwing all my tech in the East River even my iphone and walking away from it all to live a very simple quiet life.
I may do something really stupid Friday...I have these broken veins on the side of my nose and I am going to get them lasered so if you see me walking around Soho and I nose has red marks I did this stupid thing.
As soon as I sneeze and I sneeze a lot I am sure I will have those red broken veins.
When I look at men I look to see if they have them and I also look at guys teeth...isn’t that funny? I notice a lot of people have broken blood vessels in NYC. Very stressful place. I am surprised to see people my age with beautiful skin and no broken blood vessels.
I went to the dermatologist there and told her no expensive crap women do to their faces please -- no botox or what ever but I am about to be 50 so she convinced me to go on Retin A the less expensive generic brand and some extremely expensive cream for the new acne I am experiencing for the first time EVER along with roscesia -- too tired to look up correct spelling -- even caring is stupid -- who looks at you that closely and the people that love me don’t seem to care so why oh why am I doing this.
I have so much crap to do -- over whelming. I never look at facebook and I get freaked when people tell me oh they comment on this and that -- I am like what? I don’t even remember posting that article...scary?
Just looked to night because some one asked me to friend them. I hate facebook and twitter and in general I do have fantasies about throwing all my tech in the East River even my iphone and walking away from it all to live a very simple quiet life.