I do feel exhausted all the time. I am going in for a ultrasound soon and than I will find out if I need surgery or not.
I also have had to go to the NYPD, lawyers and community activists with very sick stalking from cyber to having an obsessed stalker photograph my back and his little gang post anti-semitic gay bashing misogynist comments and it all gets handed in because it is connected. I also have the "other" one that steals people's identities in my newest email I describe them as groupies...even more unusual than the guys that send me their telephone numbers. The police have the info and it may evolve in to a criminal case. Lawyers have the info and it may evolve into a civil case or both. Just like my health concerns for now it is about patience.
By the way -- here is the newest sicko dishonest creeping posting sent by the Bloombergforlife identity thief and stalker that stole a woman YouTuber's identity as opposed to Tony Avella than a city council member not a YouTube member.
Anyway, the writing and YouTubing is a lot of work and I can't answer all the emails and comments I get but thanks for the interest.
I think of one ex-boyfriend...I hate that term boyfriend so silly, not a boy and it was brief...he did me wrong after the fact. He can't find it in himself to own up and apologize but I do think of him with pleasure because although a challenge in some ways he was a lot of fun and inspiring.
All is well that ends well. I am sure I will be fine although health care here in NYC is not what it should be and western medicine just is awful treating body parts, being forced to go from one specialists to another, filling out form after form like we are in communist Russia paying obscene capitialist prices.