numb from a medical procedure. I didn't want Dad to see my damaged face.
I eventually had to tell him about Ray Kelly insisting on defending Det Vergona and what a bad man Kelly is.
Dad was also shocked by what happen including Ray Kelly's role not an honest police commish I has to tell Dad.
I couldn't tell Dad I had a deeply hateful misogynist NYPD Detective John Vergona who told me he was going to arrest me if I didn't drop the charges. He yelled it and made me wait 4 days until the Sabbath 19 days after the assault to retaliate against me and to cause me greater suffering. I stopped eating and I didn't get my period on Saturday Oct 20, 2012.
I had to than get an epidural for my neck from the damage Dr Fagelman receptionist Delita Hooks did and surgery laser to repair hole in my retina. Scar tissue growing.
I finally had to tell my Dad.
After the steroid injection and trauma my period reset itself to a 26 day cycle. Today 28 days.
I thought from upset losing Dad. I looked down just now saw blood. I don't know why after almost 40 years of menstrating I am still always shocked.
In shock.
Go in and out of tears shock Dad is gone but relieved I succeeded in honoring his wishes to live and die in his home.
With help from his friends in the Synagogue I buried him with his Tallis and made the trek over 3 States to honor him and the right way. We had 4 Rabbis. I had a man and his wife who remembers Dad as a football star in high school. This guy was in 10th grade when Dad was in 12. A cousin by marriage who was 23 years younger that longed to marry Dad.
Stay tuned more to tell you.
For now exhausted up since 3 am and now seeing red.
My breasts feel huge like I could breast feed lots of babies.
