Monday, July 16, 2012
Heaven On Earth Fire Vitalogy Corduroy
I feel like I am dying -- I have been off the vegan more than on --- I have the awful arm pit smell -- my guess my stomach acids ---- after 9-11 5 alarm fire in the back of my throat......
and than I get these moments -- here I am 50 and a day and I can't put in words the burning fire -- the passion listening to Corduroy
"......I end up alone like I began......
take my hand......
I don't want to take what you can't give....
all the things others want for me....
can't buy what I want because it is free
can't be what you want 'cause...."
before 9-11 the week before I had my 2nd knee surgery at some point after --- a while after -- did this long run downtown -- down the east river......
your entire body is like a sauna -- you are stuck in the the big "O" after I got nachos from Benny's Burritos with mango salsa and beer....
Spending time with a survivor the grief so thick it's like parting concrete and you sit and listen....no tears......
and than Heaven on Earth you can't buy that --- you can't fake it and you know who knows that -- a lot of very lonely rich people buying and buying everything up....you can buy sex, fancy cars, companionship but you can't buy certain things.
Love love love love in so many unique amazing expressions.....
Love NYC style passionate and intense love that.....
love that....
and than I get these moments -- here I am 50 and a day and I can't put in words the burning fire -- the passion listening to Corduroy
"......I end up alone like I began......
take my hand......
I don't want to take what you can't give....
all the things others want for me....
can't buy what I want because it is free
can't be what you want 'cause...."
before 9-11 the week before I had my 2nd knee surgery at some point after --- a while after -- did this long run downtown -- down the east river......
your entire body is like a sauna -- you are stuck in the the big "O" after I got nachos from Benny's Burritos with mango salsa and beer....
Spending time with a survivor the grief so thick it's like parting concrete and you sit and listen....no tears......
and than Heaven on Earth you can't buy that --- you can't fake it and you know who knows that -- a lot of very lonely rich people buying and buying everything up....you can buy sex, fancy cars, companionship but you can't buy certain things.
Love love love love in so many unique amazing expressions.....
Love NYC style passionate and intense love that.....
love that....