Can’t move --- had to rest most of the day although as usual NYC unbelievable stressful -- can I not tell you about slum lord and Dept. of Building corruption in your face I can’t escape even trying to get some down time.
Too tired to work out but I will try.
I am so glad the YouTube of me reading part of the Richard Valcich whistle blowing letter is getting viewers! Thank goodness.
I was the only one to say DO NOT renew with SAIC -- we need a full investigation and I have the YouTube to prove it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Tz4eMcP2LU&feature=youtu.be (Look at date of YouTube!) It was before the renewal and I was right on. SAIC is banned from doing biz with us meaning the State of NY and City. We are emeshed with SAIC and still doing biz with them CityTime believable or not.
We got screwed -- the half a billion Bloomberg brokered SAIC returning to us The Tax Payers The People of NYC is way too low.
I am trying to make changes in my eating and without doing anything to freaky or embarrassing clean my insides and had a very traumatic two weeks I can’t talk about involving jury duty so maybe the combination along with so much corruption right in front of my face has left me feeling beyond drained.
I hope to come out of this eating less food -- giving up the American way of over consuming -- food, and just about everything else...just my dream.
I was 190 pounds in college -- just go very very fat although always a good athlete and I am 150 now -- I never ever want to go back to being a big fattie. I blew out my knees being so extreme....If I hadn’t I would do another long killer run around NYC like I used....
I miss that...
I called one of the authors of one of the books to talk to him.
My goals -- to help get the largest settlements ever for the People of NYC re: all these corrupt crappy contracts the Bloomberg administration brokered and city council, dept of investigation, Mark Page and everyone possible part of city gov that should have done checks and balances did not...except John Liu who has to worry about going to jail for breaking campaign laws although it seems everyone has including Rudy Giuliani...interesting huh?
I want make radical changes in my life to lead a quiet and peaceful existence the last part of my time on this Earth.
I have helped a lot of People whether they know it or not....I know some of trashed me, betrayed me and even lied about me so it will be nice to walk away one day and not help if I can stop myself...not easy....quiet a habit I have. People are very disappointing and I prefer cats and dogs because they are loyal and loving.
I keep hitting my ‘inner reset’ button and it clicks on for a minute and shuts off.
I have not been able to find my groove and I have certain practices that make me feel soooo good and so much better about the world and I can’t seem to get them back in my life....
Lotus -- beautiful flower that grows up out of the muck.
