Sunday, March 30, 2014
Slept until 5am have my period rest mode
I slept deeply but it doesn't make up for the days of insomnia... I really feel like I need rest make up for a lot of lost sleep...
Actually it's been almost a year and a half because it's the worst insomnia I've ever had and it started when I got assaulted and got worse when I called the New York Police Department and internal affairs Bureau fixing caught them involved in these fixing of me being assaulted an internal affairs Bureau fixing for the cops that coerced me.
I'm really tired and feel like I have to have a hamburger which is gross and fattening unhealthy...
One day I would like to be vegan but I can't now...
I used to be vegetarian for a few years.
My Mom is doing better although her life is automatically changed and she hasn't come to terms with that yet how can she? The Parkinson medicine helping a lot although she does not have means to Parkinson's. It is her walking that most resembles Parkinson's.
One tour I took I told the tour guide my mom looks like a sprite teenager compared to these folks.
Very sad and I've been touring so many places seeing how the old are treated and how there's so many factors that have led people to places where their bodies have not been able to age in a healthy way . I've been to a locked floors where so people can't get off the floor because they don't have memory. I asked the tour guide if I could wait downstairs - I couldn't stand it was so sad and the smell - it was a beautiful place in New York but still awful.
My mom is fully cognizant looks beautiful and younger than a lot of people. She wants to just go home but her home is not set up for her new limitations. She may move to a new condo or apt rather than one of these places.
The Parkinson's medicine has helped her along with aggressive physical therapy she's doing better her spirit is better and she used a beautiful watercolor set I got her and made a very beautiful painting which makes us both happy. Mom was a star at the famous high school in New York City for the arts and even skipped a grade because she was such a good student.
Dad was so lucky he died at home in his bed and lived his life on his terms.
Seeing what I've seen over last few weeks next want to take extra good care of myself so I never have to go into an old age home ever. I would rather be like a cat or dog and be put to sleep and going to an old age home but that's just me. I think it's more humane and economical.
Thanks for helping me to achieve one of my goals the YouTube of me being assaulted now has 21,000 views thanks and blessings and gratitude....
Going to rest now thanks again for your support...
Thanks and gratitude for making a difference.
ps http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dh9TedhfthE&sns=em please help this go viral so shame MD, my attacker, NYPD and IAB thank you.
Posted by Suzannah B. Troy artist at 6:24 AM