I try to plan something exciting for my mom and it was kind of worrisome and it ended up being shot down by her she just gets so angry.
My mom has so much to be angry about she's lost her autonomy, her Independence her freedom her ability to do everything that you could do that most of us can do we take for granted
Olympic day at court extreme exhaustion and I was lucky to be taken second so grateful --
Today at Whole Foods I was trying to say this young man a manager type guy although he said he was not a manager tried to help me and give me a taste of an almond milk and I meant to say that's cool and how nice he is and it came out wrong my word was cruel --- scared me is my brain in such bad shape....I told the very kind young man had Dr Andrew Fagelman's violent liar attack receptionist assaulted me repeatedly and about the NYPD and gave him my Justice Card. I told him how traumatized and tired I am and he was even kinder.
It is just such extreme exhaustion and I try to pour water today when I was eating out and it was embarrassing I miss the class and got her love for the table so I made a joke it's like Larry David -- see my mom suffering so much I can't help but wonder am I going to develop problems that she has an all these years of violence in my set of doctors I believe it's harm my brain most important thing I can do now is try and rest sleep as much as possible I've gained so much weight adrenal cortisol insomnia over eating stress belly.
I keep watching the video with Alex Spiro and Thabo Sefolosha. Thabo took huge risks. Comedy Central part also a must see.
My brain hurts so tired.