Friday, November 16, 2012
Neck Feeling Better PMS so Bad
I had health issues from the corrupt NYPD det messing me -- I had stopped eating -- on top of the trauma of being assaulted in a medical office that is suppose to be a safe place and than the violent woman filing a false criminal complaint against me which was yet another crime but she did that in th police station!
Well now with the steroid injection for my neck I can't stop eating and feel sooo tired......and I feel so fat.
I could not work out at all -- too exhausted -- not even a walk -- my neck was in severe extra bad pain until now.
I just want to crawl in to bed so tired.....first I want to eat a ton of pasta. At lunch I ate a ton of bread....
Feel so bad -- PMS -- bloated and wiped out.
The night before I had 4 hours sleep and last night I got three went back to bed and got another three.
The dark circles under my eyes are dark.
I am so tired and it is hard dealing with stupidity....so exhausting. I just followed through responding to letter I got -- just a brush off -- they never think anyone will call but more than that it's me so I will follow through with the commissioner of this dept. but the receptionist was so weird I asked doesn't he take phone calls? Yeah but I am not sure he is in. Weird. Well he is and I am waiting for a call back but can't help but think brush-off don't contact me but when you write I can if I have questions I do.
Feel like the world is scummy but you know what -- it is a beautiful day and a lot to be grateful for.
Well now with the steroid injection for my neck I can't stop eating and feel sooo tired......and I feel so fat.
I could not work out at all -- too exhausted -- not even a walk -- my neck was in severe extra bad pain until now.
I just want to crawl in to bed so tired.....first I want to eat a ton of pasta. At lunch I ate a ton of bread....
Feel so bad -- PMS -- bloated and wiped out.
The night before I had 4 hours sleep and last night I got three went back to bed and got another three.
The dark circles under my eyes are dark.
I am so tired and it is hard dealing with stupidity....so exhausting. I just followed through responding to letter I got -- just a brush off -- they never think anyone will call but more than that it's me so I will follow through with the commissioner of this dept. but the receptionist was so weird I asked doesn't he take phone calls? Yeah but I am not sure he is in. Weird. Well he is and I am waiting for a call back but can't help but think brush-off don't contact me but when you write I can if I have questions I do.
Feel like the world is scummy but you know what -- it is a beautiful day and a lot to be grateful for.