eeewww is all I can say and I wish I could tell you who it was but it gave me insight -- I have knocked myself out killed myself practically to help people only to have them trash me, stab me in the back or heart or just take me for granted as if I must be waiting night and day to do their bidding and if I don't or can't meet their unrealistic expectations guess what happens.... so awful to deal with people and their inner toxic waste dump --- and they spill their toxic waste all over as many people as they can, drink too much, mess with legal or illegal drugs and all of the above, shop using plastic until they are up to their eye balls in debt.... and are too be avoided all all costs....
ps to get this beautiful moving email from a sweet soul re: my Giuseppi Logan YouTubes manna from Heaven. Thanks and gratitude to the good souls I have contact with that get me.

